I had trusted a new babysitter with my children, and she seemed perfect. I thought everything was going great until my four-year-old daughter tugged at my sleeve and whispered something that sent ice down my spine. At that point, I knew I had to find out the truth, even if it meant destroying my closest relationships.
Motherhood changes you in ways you can never imagine. It teaches you to put others first and to give without thinking of yourself.
And that’s exactly what I did.
“She really is,” Paul agreed. “We lucked out with her. It’s hard to find someone you can actually trust these days.”
The best part was that Janice didn’t just take care of the kids. She kept me in the loop throughout the day and sent me little messages and pictures while I was at work.
Liam just finished his bottle and is already dozing off. Such a sleepy little guy! ☺️
Lily wanted to show you her drawing! She says it’s a ‘unicorn princess astronaut.’ I think it’s a masterpiece.
She even helped with small things around the house like setting up dinner ingredients so I wouldn’t have to scramble after work.
“I don’t know how we got so lucky,” Paul said one night as he stirred the pasta Janice had prepped earlier. “She’s honestly the best thing to happen to this house in a long time.”
At the time, I had smiled, agreeing with him completely. I didn’t know that just a few weeks later, I’d be replaying these conversations in my mind.
Because as perfect as Janice seemed, there was something she hadn’t told us.
And I wouldn’t find out until the day Lily tugged on my sleeve and whispered a chilling secret in my ear.
It was an ordinary Sunday. The kind of day where everything feels comfortably predictable.
Liam was napping in his crib, Paul was fixing something on the patio, and I was in the kitchen. That’s when I felt a small tug on my sleeve.
I looked down to see Lily standing there.
“Mommy…” she said in a whisper. “Janice has a secret.”
A strange chill ran down my spine.
I crouched to her level, brushing a curl from her face. “A secret? What kind of secret, baby?”
Lily shifted on her feet. “It’s what she does when she puts me down for my nap.”
I frowned. “What does she do?”
Her voice dropped lower as if she was afraid someone else would hear. “I followed her once. Well… a few times. I pretended to sleep, but I didn’t.”
I stared at her, my heart suddenly beating faster. “And then what happened?”
“When she thought I was asleep…” Lily swallowed. “She went into your bedroom. And she took off her clothes.”
I felt my stomach drop.
“What?” My voice barely came out.
Lily nodded solemnly. “And then I heard weird noises.”
Weird noises? I thought as a sickening feeling crept through my body.
“What kind of noises?” I asked.
Lily thought for a while. “I don’t know. Just… weird sounds. I didn’t look for long. But she always does it when I take my nap.”
I couldn’t breathe.
Janice. In my bedroom. Taking off her clothes. Weird noises.
What made things worse was that I knew Paul had been coming home earlier than usual the past couple of weeks. I had even commented on it.
“Wow, you’re home early,” I had said, setting the table last Tuesday.
Paul had just shrugged, loosening his tie. “Yeah, things were slow at the office. Figured I’d head home and relax.”
Relax.
My fingers curled into my palm.
Was it possible…?
I shook the thought away, forcing myself to stay logical. I couldn’t jump to conclusions. Not yet.
But later that night, my suspicion only grew.
We were sitting on the couch, watching TV. Paul was beside me, scrolling through his phone. I kept stealing glances at him and noticed the way his gaze followed Janice when she moved around the house.
It wasn’t obvious. Not the way some men leer.
But there was something. A certain awareness. The kind of look that made my skin prickle.
I took a slow breath and turned to him. “So… what do you think of Janice?”
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“I mean…” I forced a small smile. “You always say she’s great with the kids. But what do you really think of her?”
“I think she’s amazing. I mean, we really lucked out, right? She takes care of the kids and even helps around the house. I don’t know how we managed without her.”
I nodded slowly, my heart pounding.
That’s exactly what he had said before. The same words. As if it had been rehearsed.
Something wasn’t right.
And I was going to find out the truth.
The next day, I left work early. I didn’t tell Paul. I didn’t tell Janice. I wanted to catch her in the act.
I parked down the street, just far enough that my car wouldn’t be seen from the front windows. My heart pounded as I crept toward the house.
I unlocked the door and quietly slipped inside. As I tiptoed toward the living room, I heard Lily’s soft breathing. It was her nap time. And it meant Janice was in my room.
My heart pounded against my chest as I moved up the stairs.
I slowly walked toward my bedroom, imagining what I’d see inside. As I reached the door, I noticed it was slightly ajar. I could hear something inside.
A soft hum. A rhythmic sound.
I held my breath and pushed the door open.
And there was Janice.
She stood in front of my mirror, adjusting a stunning dress. It wasn’t mine. I had never seen it before.
Around her were clothes neatly folded and piled up.
And the strange noises? That was the gentle hum of a sewing machine.
Janice gasped when she saw me. “Oh! You weren’t supposed to see this yet!”
“What the heck is going on?” I asked with wide eyes. “What are you doing in here?”
She signed while glancing at the dresses.
“I… I wanted to surprise you.”
“Surprise me?” I asked. “With what?”
Janice hesitated, then gestured to the clothes. “You always spend money on your house, on Lily, and even on me. But I’ve never seen you spend money for yourself. I see you wearing the same clothes over and over. So, I thought… maybe I could do something for you.”
I stared at her as I tried to process what was going on.
“I’m a seamstress, you know,” she continued. “I noticed we’re the same size, so I started sewing in my free time. I was just making sure they fit before I gave them to you.”
My babysitter had been secretly making me clothes? I thought. And I was thinking she and my husband… Oh, God!
“I—” My throat tightened. “I thought—”
“I know you must be thinking I was doing something fishy in here,” she interrupted and picked up a gorgeous dress. “But I just want you to try this on. Can you do that for me, please?”
I reached out and took the dress from her. It looked beautiful.
“Thank you so much, Janice,” I finally said as tears blurred my vision. “Now I know why Paul says we really lucked out. Because we did! I don’t have words to thank you for all that you do.”
Then, I tried the dress.
When I turned to face the mirror, I barely recognized myself. It fit perfectly.
At that point, I felt like I wasn’t just a mom, a wife, or someone who put everyone else first.
I was simply me.
Janice grinned as she fastened the last button.
“Told you,” she said proudly. “You look amazing!”
I let out a small laugh, wiping the moisture from my eyes. “Okay, okay… you win. This dress is gorgeous. And so are all the other ones.”
That evening, I wore each dress and modeled in the living room for Lily. She clapped and giggled as I twirled like a princess.
Paul walked in just as I was adjusting the hem of a sleek blue number.
“Wow,” he said, eyebrows raising. “You look… incredible.”
I smiled. “Thanks to our incredible babysitter.”
I never told him what I had been thinking. Some things were better left unsaid.